I want it to stop. I just want to be myself.

I know I'm good at trying, but when my subconscious kicks in, I don't want to try any more.

My strength goes away. It flies with the wind. Up to the clouds where it stays.

And I hate that. Absolutely hate it.

This whole thing, is like a drug to me.

Addicted. And I'm scared to let it go, and scared to be stuck.

Please, let me go. Let me remember who I am.